~Panictocalm

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Faint... Eyes a faint pale blue
Through my darkness they are seen
IlluminatingFaint... by ~Panictocalm

The Glint in Your Eyes... There were shouts riddling the air with delight. Children, young or a bit more, without a care amounting to more than their life in the now, the toy that would make their life, or the girl that wasn't looking at them. As anyone passed by my silent mystery they would stop and stare. Some dared to speak to him, but his returned glare was enough to ensure he wasn't noticed a second time. As the others stopped and stared I wondered if any of them wondered the thoughts in my mind...
His rare movment was sad and reluctant. His arms and legs trembled with some irrational fear, it seemed that if he attempted to stand his body would crumple into helpThe Glint in Your Eyes... by ~Panictocalm

Seeing Colors Another boring day.. I sipped my coffee.. Sat on the same green couch in the same green tiled room.. There wern't many people here, I liked it that way.. It was calming..
A waitress came to me and asked me about my day, she didn't have much to do. This was after the typical boom time, all the workers had gone to..Aha.. Work.. I laughed to myself.
I was supposed to be meeting a friend here, we had been close once.. Something pulled us apart though.. I'm still not sure, one day.. two days ago in fact. She called me up; asking to meet me here.. I found it odd she knew my number.. and even more odd that she knew about this place.. But I agreed Seeing Colors by ~Panictocalm

Come back.. Where did she go? She cared about me so much, why did she have to go? She loved me so much but she's given up now? Please come back.. Why do you keep staring at me like that? It hurts you know! I didn't do anything wrong! Oh man... Please come back. I'll hold you this time! I'll touch your hands, i'll tell you I love you, i'll hug you, i'll come to see you! I won't say those things! You know I didn't mean them!
I won't hit you again..

I sat there in class I leaned my head back running my hands through my hair. I was supposed to meet her outside after school today. I scoffed, I was supposed to meet her outside of school everyday for the whCome back.. by ~Panictocalm

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Current Residence: I live with my mom.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXXXXLS
Print preference: Purple
Interests: God... The Coolest. Guy. Ever. and, of course, music.. My escape.
Favourite movie: The Emperor's new groove!
Favourite band or musician: Sanctus Real/David Crowder
Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock(s)
Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
Favourite style of art: Abstract
Operating System: Whatever Megatron isn't using at the time..
MP3 player of choice: Fine, you win, world! Zune...
Skin of choice: The non-decaying kind.
Favourite gaming platform: PS1
Favourite cartoon character: Kuzko
Personal Quote: In the world of Fantasy and imagination, I believe anything can happen. Yet in the world of reality
Tools of the Trade: The notes that are whizzing through the air as the world revolves around us

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~Miushi Jun 21, 2011

My Dear, I see you have not been on in about 18 weeks, so this is the perfect time to tell you that I love you so much, so that maybe this will be a nice surprise for you. ;]

~XMissImperfectionX Sep 21, 2010

thnks for faving

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I'm a huntress! So dragons beware!

~Miushi Aug 1, 2010

Hey, guess what?
It's still only Sunday and I'm already absolutely ecstatic that you've come to see me. Thank you.. :]
And yes. I am just using this as an excuse to tell you I love you, in a not very expected place/way.
So, I love you. :] So much hon.

Btw, whenever I see your message you left me on the background of my computer, it puts a huge smile on my face. Every time.

~Panictocalm Aug 4, 2010

Hey, guess what? I had the most amazing time this weekend.. and am so freaking glad that you did too.. I can imagine your amazing.. Dazzling.. Perfectly cute smile as you look at that message... It's beautiful.

Just know that it's all true..

But hey.. Thank YOU! so much for this weekend.. When I heard your voice, touched your hair, held you in my arms.. I felt ecstatic.. It was.. Almost perfect with you back with me..

You were so warm.. and Beautiful.. You hair was soft.. and it was amazing when it shined in the sun.. And your voice... Hearing it (Without it breaking up every 15 seconds

or...Any sadness.. It was happy.. and I loved it..) and your laugh, even your frustrated sighs at me were amazing! They sent shivers of ecstacy down my spine when I heard them.. Thank you..

Haha! I enjoyed it even when we were wth Steph..

Seeing you laugh like that was amazing.. Even if I wasn't making you do it... The dancing was amazing too!! hahaha xD

And Lucky... Tyson and Meowree too! That was... actually really cool..

I can't believe I'm saying this but I think I'm starting to love him.

That's.. really freaky for me.

but thank you.

Your kiss, your love, your promise... It was all perfect... Thank you..

Happy 20 months Love..

I love you so much..

(More than you, of course!

)

~Miushi Aug 4, 2010

I...my mind is still blown to pieces. So I only have 2 things I can say.

But you're going to smile anyway, because I know you.

I love you so much. More than you can even comprehend.
And I do promise. -nod- ... :]

~Panictocalm Aug 4, 2010

Man.. You do love me.. And you really know how to make me smile.. Haha I'm so lucky to have you, you know that...? You're.. So amazing... I love you too...

I hope you've caught that amist all this.. I've been stupid.. and don't deserve you half the time.. Ha.
All the time...
.....But if you'll have me.. Then I promise, Love...

I'll stay with, protect, and be with you for as long as I can...And try so hard to always do that..

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~Miushi Jun 27, 2010

Hey, hey, hey.
I love you.

~Panictocalm Jul 2, 2010

Hey hey hey! >.<
...I love you too

~Miushi Jul 5, 2010

Heheheh ;]